I love that I can jerk off about guys now. That’s just so neat!
Could you not before?
No, I was straight my whole life, I actually tried “bihacking” myself as a teen but while I succeeded in dispelling any aversion to m/m sexuality I ultimately had to accept I was just not into it. But in 2020 I caught Covid before vaccines existed, it spread to my brain and caused enough damage there that my existing personality was no longer viable, and after a period of depersonalization I generated a new one that is different in some major respects, including being bisexual.
it fucks me up so bad how kiryu tells a hostess in Y6 that sometimes he feels like he could walk into serena and see nishiki again like nothing ever happened. and in the song restart from tonight he says “tonight for sure, I’m sure you’ll come” and “if we could walk together again, I’ll hold your hand tight and never let go”
i like that tumblr suggested this to me, like, you’ll love this isabelle. you’ll love these jiggling cubes. and for once, tumblr was right. i do love them.
